Wednesday, January 17, 2007

it only hurts me to continue on like this. i keep hoping for a magic word that will make you snap out of it and do what you and I both know you should do. i just want to protect myself from hurting like this anymore and I'm out of ideas. so i'm attempting to build a wall against you.it's why i dont really wanna talk to you about much asside from plans being made. i dont want to open up to you anymore. i want to fall out of love with you. i want to be indifferent. i cried the whole way home.I CRY ALL THE FUCKIN TIME.i'm sick of it. there's just no fucking point anymore....i want to turn it all off

she walked out with empty arms machine gun in her hand she is good and she is bad no one understands! Turn back time : November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 .