It's been almost a month now...and you still act like a fuckin bitch...i really dunno what's your problem is?!!And i shouldn't care by now...but i fuckin do..cuz i thought we were REAL friends.I hate how fake you are now..you're just
so fucin fake...it's sickening me.
Well I tried with you T, I fucking tried my best. I apologised, and if you only knew how hard it was for me to do that shit then maybe you'd appreciate it... But whatever! I gave you the choice, take it or leave it, and you left it...It's still there if you decide to pick it up, but I'm not trying anymore...i'm SO TIRED and you don't get it...you never did.
And you know what it kills me to say this..but i guess i'm over this called "friendship"!
Sometimes late night emo talks make me sad.
but happy at the same time.
'cause it's nice to have someone to be sad about.
if that makes any sense.
when i wake up tomorrow, will you still feel the same?
when i wake up tomorrow, will you have changed?
'cause i still feel the same...
..and i just spent the last ten minutes looking for my cellfone that i was holding in my fucking hand!!
I've come to the conclusion that i just might need to seek help for this little problem.Sleeping pills stopped working for me a while ago, i gave up on those things..like totally.
can a person die from lack of sleep?! BLAH! maybe i'll create an alternate personality and start some underground boxing clubs HA!that'll help pass the time i'm sure
In the meantime, there is absolutely no point to this post and i have no idea why i'm creating it.
she walked out with empty arms machine gun in her hand she is good and she is bad no one understands! Turn back time : November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 .
