So i'm at work and bored outta my ass.VERY slow day today..which is kinda good cuz i'm feeling sooo lazy and unproductive.My co-workers are being too bitchy as usual....whine whine whine!!
Anyways,this post is pretty much pointless,i'm pmsing like hell and i don't feel like doing anything at all...i even cancelled my massage appointment ( even tho i'm in a desperate need for one).I've been listening to this song called "in your room" by Depeche Mode all morning it's so amazing...i just can't stop listening to it! u bitches should go and download it like RIGHT NOW!
..here are the lyrics:
In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave
In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here
Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
P.s i dunno what's gotten to me?or why i did it after what he did to me?BUT i sent him a txt msg this morning " morning my fav slut" and he CALLED..he never calls fom work..he's like always busy and shit.He didn't talk much but it was nice to hear his voice it's been soo long.Oh and he promised that he'll call tonite (HOPE HE DOES)...ok just for the record, this is sooo NOT ME but i'm being emotionally weak and i blame my pms for all of my fuck ups this week!
i love being a girl... you know why? because i love beauty regimens. being a girl is eyeliner and thongs, pore strips and waxed legs and hot,sexy nail polish on your finger nails. being a girl is lip gloss and being able to wear every color of the rainbow-- especially pink-- without getting flak from the other guys.
I love colors, too. So i've been painting myself for awhile... eyeshadow is one of my hobbies. i collect every color i can find. i have this amazing day-glo green... it's amazing how different you can look with an extra stroke of green...or pink... on your lids.
If you hadn't already guessed, i dont have much angst today. I'm too tired for angst.It's been too fucking hot. I think the heat is melting my brain. its been making it very difficult to emote.
all i really want to do is drink lemonade and take a cat laden nap.
and i want to be in love. thats not too much for a girl to ask, is it?
and i feel FINE!
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So I used to watch those ancient prophecies programs almost ten years ago that predicted the end of the world was going to be the holiday season of 2012. And then others predicted 6.6.06.... I'm sick of thinking. When it comes I guess, it comes. I don't know what to think. A lot of life changing events are going on but no more than when we weren't alive.
Sometimes it's funny,you turn around one day and realize that you have absolutely nothing in common with someone that you used to basically live and breathe. It's hard to get used to,but it happens more than i'd like.My best friend is a stranger all of a sudden... it's like i dunno who this girl is anymore.It's sad but i don't think it's my fault, maybe it's just our paths are branching off or something.
she walked out with empty arms machine gun in her hand she is good and she is bad no one understands! Turn back time : November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 .
