For some fucked up reason I couldn't fall asleep last night even though i was super tired . I passed out around 12 am, and woke up first at about 2am, and tossed and turned until 4am . I finally fell asleep, and woke up every 15 minutes until I finally had to get up at 6am.I HATE when that happens!And it's always when you know you MUST go to work,grrrr... and you're just laying there staring at the fuckin alarm thinking, "But I have to be up in 2 hours!!!" "But I have to be up in 1 hour and 40 minutes!!!" "But I have to be up in 1 hour and 20 minutes!!!" Ugh.I'm so gonna be a coffee queen today.
All hail me.
So I just finished reading this book, the Art of Seduction by Robert Greene.It is quite profound and informative.Basically, the book is about seduction(not just in a sexual way) but how to seduce people like generally e3ni how to draw them to you, how to gain power or an upper hand if you will . It breaks it all down into types of seducers and their sly moves, it also gives examples, like the "Siren" is your Marilyn Monroe- and that's all based on beauty and sex appeal. Another example is the "Ideal Lover" and I believe Cassanova fell into this grouping. It goes into a lot of detail about how each type of seducer operates.I think every woman should read this book...even if you're not interested in attaining anything, there is a lot of information in here about the types of male seducers that could come in quite handy if you're single and dating.
I know most of us have one, and i feel like bitching about mine.
I haven't seen him since July,Sometimes I go weeks or even months barely even thinking about him, then I'll talk to him online for awhile and BOOM I go around thinking about him 24/7.And lately most of our conversations wind up with him trying to convince me to get back together with him(though he'd never outright say "I miss you and I want you back" God forbid ) and it puts the thought in my head and i find myself obsessing over it, and is a rather pleasant thought but I really don't want to be tempted to do it (cuz god knows i have done it so many times before and it didn't work) But when I was around, was he this sweet to me? Did he even bother to express such enthusiasm for my presence? Fuck no. It's like the further away I get the more he wants me , and it's so tiring trying to act unattainable with a guy you could see yourself marrying or something.And I must admit, that a tiny part of me still hopes that if i ignored him long enough, he'll finally miss me enough to be as open as I need him to be.That's so stupid of me I KNOW,but uuuuggghhhhh....The whole thing is so addictive. I should probably be dating other people but I never get excited enough about anyone else.OH THE DRAMA!
Testing...1,2,3.
she walked out with empty arms machine gun in her hand she is good and she is bad no one understands! Turn back time : November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 .
